So.
I graduate on Sunday.
Which is strange.
I don't feel any different.
It's like, you go to college. All the brochures tell you that you'll be financially stable right out of school. You'll get a job. You'll know what you're doing with your life!
Bullshit.
Complete. Bullshit.
I'm in this perpetual state of having no idea what the hell I'm doing. Besides living off of Ramen and wishing things were different.
I'm just having a moment.
The idea of not being able to run into my friend Brian every single spring break whether or not we plan it sucks.
Not being able to drink until dawn with my best friends.
Knowing that I have to walk farther than a half a mile if I need them.
No one who understands margarita in class day, parties that start at 7 AM, and building a boat entirely out of beer cans, staples and duct tape.
People who understand the need to run to White Castle at 3 AM.
As much as I hate the stress, the bullshit and the drama, I'm going to miss the hell out of my friends.
I already miss the ones who left, but shit.
This sucks.
Emo, I know.
4 comments:
Awwww....
This is a huge turning point in your life. You can make the rest of your life whatever you want it to be. Sure, when you were a child, you thought like a child. Now, you are an adult. Time to start really screwing around.
i am going to miss u :)
I think reading this post gave me gas.
Wait...
Nope. It was the beans. My bad.
Hang in there kid, pretty soon everything will fall into place and you will be making more money than you know what to do with... Like me!
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