Sunday, October 23, 2005

I don't have a lot to post about lately.
We had to put my doggie to sleep, so I'm really just struggling to get along right now. I'm not sure why this is fucking with me as much as it is.
I've decided that I'm going to allow myself to be miserable for awhile (it's been a pretty shitty two weeks) despite the loving advice of "stop feeling sorry for yourself".
I'm going through a thing right now, and I apologize for anyone who has to deal with me.
I miss my doggie.
Things got bad awfully fast.
She stopped eating entirely, and after taking her to the vet they couldn't find anything wrong. 4 days later they found a bunch of cancer and fluid in her lungs.
My poor baby girl.
Anyway. I'm rambling, I didn't take my Ritalin and I miss my Frankie.


PitchitWasHere said...

Sorry to hear about your puppy.
A period of mourning is appropriate at a time like this.

Anonymous said...

Well whoever told you to stop feeling sorry for yourself should go jump off a cliff. You're allowed to mourn. Now, if I happen to tell you that, you know its time to pull yourself together. Because we know how well I deal with pity parties. I wish I could help. Hopefully your present in the mail will make you smile ;) Miss you. love you tons and tons.
*the heterolifemate

Anonymous said...

We become attached to animals as much as they are attached to us. I know I'd die if Telly, my Teacup Chihuahuah, were to die. Its okay, smnile okay!

-Mykal the Blackmage

JustSumDude said...

Be less sad soon kthx.

vhw said...

sorry to hear, clare :( *hugs*