So. Clare's not doing so hot as of late. It's been one crappy thing after another. I could deal with it. I could have. But I can't.
I miss Shawn.
It's not a little miss. It's an I think about him every day kind of miss. A We were supposed to be friends until we were in the home kind of miss. The kind of miss where you hope they atleast think of you once in awhile, because you're thinking of them. Its the my life is going on and I'm not ready for it to do that without my best friend kind of miss.
And you know what?
I don't have a clue what to do. The one person in my life that I hated so much I could kill sometimes, that drove me crazy, that made me want to tear my hair out in clumps and scream, and the one person I needed the most isn't around me anymore. And he was the one who was supposed to stay through everything.
I need a shaggy blonde haired Shawn hug.
I need my best friend.
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